Yeah, It tis Joel, all the was out here in DC!!!! God, I'm not really in love with this place, but I needed to come to finish out my last three years of school so I can make my dream to work in law come true. I feel so bad for it, though, considering I had to leave someone I love so much behind. I just hope he can forgive me and next time we meet I can hold him in my arms once again. He told me he'd be okay while I was gone, for me to go for what I wanted and not to look back, since he wasn't someone to stand in the way of a dream that someone he loved actually wanted and that, if anything, he'd help the best he could. I could see the lie behind his smile, that he wanted to cry and keep me here for himself, be I know he wanted to be strong for me... and it's been eating me alive on the inside. I left him to the care of his friend.... which, by the time I return for spring break, I think she'll have already eaten him. lol. I just hope she'll keep him safe from the dissapointments the world will toss him, I know how much of a strong figure he sees her as... and that boyfriend of hers better keep himsafe from those who'd wanna hurt him. He may be tough, but at times he needs some back-up.... actually, I think he gotsteded that covered, he is a tough guy apart from how he looks. God, I am missing him so much. Hugs to you and everyone back home, Kelsey, you better not let me down!!!! RAWR!!! lol.